Today i got my EOY english paper 1 & 2..
I am sooo nervous!!
I don't want to go Sec 2 NA next year..
I still want to be in Sec 2 E...
Wif my classmates & teachers..
Anyway, the paper is quite difficult...
I hope I pass with flying colours!!


Specially to this someone again:

Today u were becoming more weird...
Wat i mean was like i just dun understand ue.....
Sorry that i was like ignore ue today coz i dun wan things to get worse...
Ue ignore me, i ignore ue....
Isn't it childish??
I'm tired of this...seriously....
U make me no mood today....

Hey....
Long time never post....
Been busy lately...

On 25/o9/o9
Me, Ellysa, Natasha, Luqman, Mira and Wardah went jalan Raya....
Soooo Fun..!!

1st house went to Luqman's house...
He lives in a condo @ Yew Tee...
And it's nice!!

2nd house went to Wardah's house @ Sembawang..
We ate Potato Pie and it is super delicious!!

3rd house went to Natasha's house and it's great
coz she have the marble cake...
Ellysa loves the marble cake sooo much!!

4th house went to Ellysa's house and it was super fun!!!
Aft eating went to:

My house.....
We ate fried spaghetti and everyone say that the spaghetti is pedas!!!

6th house went to Mira's house...
I ate lontong as well as the others...

Aft that everyone need to go home....
And i want to take this opportunity to say....
Sorry Ellysa and Iffah....
Sorry Iffah That I Cannot Go Ur House....
Sorry Ellysa Coz I Make U Feel Guilty......
So Sorry....


Btw, today i'm really sad and confused with this someone...!!
Cannot tell who... Ue figure it out....

To this someone:

I really don't understand ue....seriously....
When there are people around us, ue will tend to talk to me but when there is nobody around, u will ignore me....
As if u r trying to avoid me....
Did I say or do anything wrong to ue??
If I did, I am sorry....
Eventhough u did not show ur change directly, I can know and feel it....
If u still treat me that way, I will treat u the same way too coz i had enough of it already.....
So if i ignore ue, confirm u r the someone i'm referring to....
If u dun like me, juz utter the words out...!!

Heyy
Long time never post....
So busy lately....

Ermm.....today aft sch, have sci test....
The test was ok-ok....

Today is quite fun in school..
Especially when Mr Tan said this to someone:
"Dont make me call your mum and tell her that u have 5 a*****"
haha....
It was b'coz that 'someone' said something so Mr Tan said that....
Not everybody heard this sentence .....
If I'm not wrong only me, Luqman, Yu Hang, De Sheng and Kathleen heard it.....
Then we were like laughing non-stop......
haha....
Quite disgusting too.....

And aft sch it was soooo fun @ my house......
I love it.....

Anyway tomorrow i maybe go jalan raye wif all my malay classmates....
But then Junnesha said she will not be going....
And maybe i will not be going too.....
I kesian her......
Later she dont have anyone to jalan raye with....

till here....

Today i eat so much than usual......
I dunno why....
But i just felt like eating.....
And now, i'm soooo full.....

Today i never go anywhere.....
Just went to my grandmother house to take some food for break fast.....
So boring @ home......

Tomorrow i'll be going to Johore.....
Need to wait for my mother to reach home first.....
And i hope my dad can follow us......
Amin.....

Aft that, look for my dad and my brothers Hari Raya clothes.......
Need to look for purple or gold colour.....

Anyway, i have a lot of homework.......
And it makes me stress.....

Hey.....
I'm sooo confused....
Went to the library with Mira to help her do the project....
then she said that she cannot do as she dun have the details.....
I also dun know how to help her again.....

And now, i'm a little bit angry...
Dunno why.....
Actually i've been angry since the last 2 days.......
Maybe about friends.....
But then, i treasure them....
And they are part of my life too......

I dunno la....
Sometimes i feel piss off too.......
What's happening to me???!!!!
Hais......
So the complicated seyy.......

"Relax...Balqis....Relax.....
This is not the way u suppose to be....."

Keep saying that to myself......
I'm not out of my mind, ok
Juz feeling a bit weird...maybe....

Anyway, i'm listening to "Send It On"....
Over and over again....

I'm really really stress....

About the report book thing,
I have improve i the overall results but i need to put in more effort in maths......

I am so happy....
Went to Johore on Saturday (5/9) afternoon until Sunday (6/9) night....
Supposed to go on Friday night but then... changed of plan....
Slept @ my aunt's house.....

On Friday (4/9)....
I was super tired!!
There's Npcc......
Do some drills under the hot sun!!
So thirsty and tired.......

Then break fast @ my grandmother's house.....
Super fun coz i get to meet my cousins......

Aft that, bought a gift for my aunt as her b'dae is the next day.....

Saturday (5/9)
Happy Birthday to Wak Sal!!
@ 5.45pm....on the way to Johore and there is a heavy traffic.....
So boring....
Listening to music all the way.....
Reached there @ 6.50pm.....
Went to meet all my family members.....

I am super happy coz i get to meet my cousins and other family members......
And i am looking forward for this day....
But it will be fun if my dad is there......
My dad can't come along as he got work to do.....
And later my mum will fetch him......

Then, take some food for break fast.....
Aft that, eat and eat and eat......

@ abt 8+, went to my aunt's house.....
Then went to Angsana to look for Hari Raya clothes.....
I never buy anything coz it is expensive....

Then i have the greatest shock of my life!!!
my cousin was missing!!
1 minute she was with us
and another minute she was not with us!!!
My heart almost stop pumping!!!

But b4 my heart can stop pumping,
we found her oredy!!!!
I was super glad!!

Then, went to my aunt's house....

@ 12 midnight, my mum and my 2 brothers went to fetch my dad @ our house in Singapore.... obviously......coz we have no house in Johore....

I decided not to go coz i'm so tired and i want to accompany my grandmother, my aunt and my cousin @ my aunt's house.....
as the others go to the market....

2 hours later, my parents and my brothers back oredy, as well as the others.....

Aft that, i never sleep coz i want to help my aunt to prepare the food.....
My mum cooked sardine and my aunt cooked some vegetables.....

Aft eating, i sleep coz i was super tired!!
Woke up @ 11+ ....

Next, went to Tampoi...... to look for Hari Raya clothes......
I bought 2 Hari Raya clothes....
1 is yellow and the other 1 is grey......
Then, went to the 'fish spa'.........
It was super fun!!
Some of my cousin were super funny......
Tried not to laught but.... I MUST LAUGH!!!
haha.....

Lastly, went to Kota Raya.......
Went to the First Lady.......
But i never buy anything.......
Only my aunt bought some clothes.......

Then, went to the food court to break fast......
Aft break fast, went to my aunt house......
I slept for abt 2 hours(maybe).....
Then went back to Singapore........

That's the end of my story........
Some of the part, i forgot oredy......

Hey!!
Today went to Science Center....
Miss Nurul follow my class....
quite fun too.....
We make a pizza....... yum yum.....

Anyway, i'm scared whenever i think abt tomorrow.....
Coz tomorrow i will get back my report book!!!!

Btw, tomorow also have Npcc....
I lazy to go coz i know that i will be very tired.......
but i have no choice....
i hope that it will be very fun!!
Hmmmm....

Anyway, i juz finish doing the Heymath!.....
Some of the questions is quite difficult.....

Bye!!

Hey!
Today i am soooo tired.
Juz came back from cwp,
bought a geometrical set as my old one cracked oredy....

Aft sch ends, there was something so special...
and it was fun!!!
Ooooooo....i miss it......
I hope it will happen again...
Anyway, Ellysa, Natasha and Luqman are great....

But then, Natasha need to go as she have Netball PT :(
So, aft that, i met her for awhile..
Then i went cwp...

Meet Natasha @ Popular...
Called Ellysa...
asked her where she and Luqman are....

Aft talk and talk wif her, put down the phone...
Then said goodbye to Natasha...
and went home....coz i'm so tired...

I feel like i'm going to have a fever.....
but hopefully not coz i wan to go to sch.....

And Guess Wat????
Report book will be given on Friday!!!
I'm not excited but i'm scared!!!!

Got to go........
Bye...